The beginning of something... or the end of nothing?

Well... one day this should happen...? What's this? my well of thoughts?... or somewhere where I can dig my fears, ideas, pains... and hopes?

I prefer the well... there's always some water to keep everything cool... if you dig and bury something, it means you cannot get it back that easy... or maybe you can.

Life's a bitch, and that's true... but that's the life we have to live. But well... if it's a bitch... it means you have to pay? yes, and you have to pay a lot of your happiness to keep on this life... well they say it's worth... maybe it is.

Mmmmm I read this and it looks a bit crazy... well, too many things on my mind at this moment, probably this will help me clarify my ideas... and throw to the well all the bad nasty things that life has... and keep just the good things. So far I've found only very few good things, but well... I think those are really good and make worth living in this world of chaos.

2004 has been a strange year... new hopes have come to the world... my life has changed dramatically. I think I woke up from a strange "permanent post-teen" heaven to find a cruel life that hit me hard and put me all of the sudden in the middle of reality of a strange complicated sad adult age.

--Itram